on a tangent

I am on a tangent of sorts and for me this will be the first of a series.  The new year, the start of school and trying to find my groove seems to be more challenging.  You see things are touching but nothing seems to be intersecting and there is a part of me that just desires to be at the intersection which is clearly marked and directing me.

It is not that I have no direction but I really have decided that if I am just on a joy ride, then I better lose the maps and just learn to enjoy the ride.  I may find myself right back where I began, circling round and round.

I often ask myself, is it me?  Am I not the only one who feels this way?  I worked for major companies, I have had and raised twins, now in college.